something bitter sweet…


there is no day like today…
my future is in my hands
it’s too precious to throw away
I must not drop it

faith and the ones before me
they encourage me to keep going
i cannot give up
i’d be a fool to do so

filthy and scattered
corroded and broken
dust off the pieces to my engine
it’s time for it to run again

my heart is revving…
can you hear me
it’s not anger in my voice
just fucking determination

i must be more than my past
i must prove to myself that
that i am more than capable
i must breathe again

we inhale the same air
but it’s taken the loss of it
to realize that
i am only me

an artist, a lover, a believer, a fighter, a conquer, a human being