so yea… it’s easy to say something but it’s another thing to actually do it. It seems slightly pathetic but I’m human and change is not that easy. At least I can acknowledge that change still needs to take place. I can say, that yesterday, I did handle something better…

The music flows through my speakers… beats of inspiration… in this beautifullyODD way… it’s the air I breathe. It’s 8:50… and I’m just now getting the motivation to get to work. Usually I’m pretty good at starting things. It’s the follow through that kills me. My mom said she was…

i dislike the fact that today sounds like one big excuse… got to have clean clothes, food, and pay my bills. to make up for it… i’ve been wanting to sneak my camera into the laundry matt… so… there are more but i still need to go to the grocery…

I can admit… TODAY didn’t start out that great. Last night I stayed up editing photos and around 11:27 I realized I better go to bed. I even moved my coffee table so that in the morning I could walk right in and work out. But before I even woke…

I woke up at 4am this morning. Decided, what the heck, call your checking account. And wa la… I got paid. I laid there in bed, grateful and wondering if I should go ahead and get the hell up. “No, I can sleep for another 30minutes… or no… just get…